Life's under the rat's eyes

2005-03-27T16:32:00.000+08:00

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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2005-03-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

HEY! today i had my ssef. sucky man. had butterflies in my stomach all the while while waiting for the 3 judges. we had 3 judges in 3 categories..biology, chemistry and ZOOLOGIST. we were so stressed up that we kept pacing. 2 hrs later, i saw a judge coming. keng guan saw too. we didn't care. then we realise he was staring at our booth-_- so we oh, u our judge? okok let's start. this judge can la. but then it's the NEXT. 2 hrs later, next to us, got 2 judges. they were scolding that team non stop. then i said. whoever got those judges very poor thing. 30 mins later, they came to us-_- we started presenting, the zoologist GO GIVE A BIG SIGH. the biologist was like, HUH? then alot of crap happen. dun mention.

YAY. thanks to people for helping her give up on me. owe u guys lots! haha. but then. if she had just given up on me the day before, how could she like a person so fast? lucky. that was not a true love. gotta end here, tomorrow gotta go ssef gain. byes.

2005-02-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

hey, long time nv blog. my freaking comp, wtf, keep tio virus de..i nv do anything also tio. now i got a damn cool trojan. keeps popping up every 2 sec. how to do my work?!neways, i think i settled the problems liao..but i still dun understand la..then, i really dunno..sick again now..very dizzy. common test is on thursday. can't fall sick. see ya. go sleep. but coursework is tomorrow! never mind, do in the morning, bye.(i still dun really noe..if..i shld ask..)

2005-02-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

argh, i'm really loathing mdm paramjit now. i had done my coursework dutifully, touched up on it yesterday, juz to find out no printer ink, cause i printed some pics earlier. so, i saved it in my sis thumbdrive( my two comps were giving me some seriously irritating trouble yesterday) then i went to school today, told mdm paramjit dutifully that i needed to print my task analysis in the comp lab, and guess what she told me. she said i shld have done so yesterday. but how could i? i didn't knew my printer ink would run out! then. her lesson that time, she kept talking to the class, but most of her words were aimed at me. said my 'excuse' was crappy and a whole waste of time. and btw, she told me to print it during class in the home econ room. i asked whether the comps supported thumbdrives, and she replied yes. so i tried the comps, but one by one, all failed. 1 hr later, i asked her again. and she said.' i told you the thumbdrives cannot go inside the comp, u still try' wtf man, she told me can, so many ppl heard it. she made me waste 1 hr doing nothing at all, begging ppl to let me use their comp a while, while i test the drive out. then, she wanted to check out all the ta, my turn, i showed her my old mind map, coz all my completed work was in my thumbdrive. guess what she said. 'ok. u didn't do any work, so. i give u first warning' what the hell man, it's inside the thumbdrive! i told her, and she said, u can use the thumbdrive as an excuse to hide that u didn't do it. what the FK! damn angry man, she treat me as though i'm very sneaky like that-_- it was this kind of attitude that totally made me lose interest in f and n in the first place last yr, when i asked her for help for my task analysis, and she juz said that i didn't listen in class, so it's my fault that i cannot do it.-_- What kind of attitude is this. she somemore call me go ask other ppl. i asked them, they also dunno.after that, i completely lost interest in that subject.

juz now went to cut hair at the $3.90 shop. hmm. they're actually students from ite. all got pierce everywhere and tatoo de.lol. neways, it was damn cool. they had the fake dummies in the middle, where they practice doing hair. neways, they had this offer, wash+ cut =6 bucks..we saw it was cheap, so we took it. wash took 15 mins plus. they had massage too!but then, they all very careless everywhere, if i describe them all can take till morning..hai..but then cool, after cutting the teachers took over, so the hair turned out nice...haha for 6 bucks so cheap!

oh yeah, after school, saw what she wrote, and guess what, i felt happy. i dunno why. i usually dun even dare to break a girl's heart..but in this case..i dun even feel sorry..what is happening to me..?

2005-02-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

hey. what an uneventful week. argh.

firstly, didn't keep to my oath =X haha..had to spend too much time on the f and n coursework.. then, so many lame stuff happen, but shldn't elaborate, will bore you guys out.lol.

today's valentine's day! oh wow. i got a gift. but then, i dunno how to say. i dun plan to go out with anyone throughout the whole of secondary school life, i swore to myself since sec 1..lol..who would want an ugly freak like me anyway? but then, i was really touched la..but...u know..love is blind..you'll like the person for no reason, seeing blindly only his good points, and missing out the bad points..just like me..that's why now i'm trying to give up the person i like, cause i know that i have failed to see the future if i'll be with her..cause..now i only like her because of the attitude, but i finally realised, it can't happen, nothing would work out if i go out with her.

2005-02-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

THIS is IT. Tomorrow is the day i work my butt off.

anywayz, went to yi da house in the morning to gamble.

lost 3 bucks, who cares, his mum gave me red packet. i gained =)

went to uncle's house at night. played poker and all those crap. played with small amounts of money.

my youngest uncle made me lose 10 bucks in less than 10 mins-_-

i got back 20 bucks after that..mwhahaha..

played drinking game with him with poker

i drank 20 and he, 4-_-

now i'm bloated

off i go.

intoxicated too(i wan raspberry rum!!!!)

2005-02-07T14:05:00.000+08:00

wow. the days seems to rush by quickly. it's now 3 days before i isolate myself..hope i can achieve this aim, and get quite good results to be proud of =) but for now, still slacking and doing stupid stuffs..lol..went to concert yesterday. dunno why, can sleep thru it, coz i guess they play too classical music for my ears, cannot take it..bah..and before that, i got dragged into taking some neoprints..arghs. this is like, my 3rd time taking neoprints..and..neoprint machines seems to have EVOLVED tremendously. it wasn't that big last time when i took it, and we couldn't decorate our own pic..and then when taking the first pic, got one background the colour go whack me on my head, make me look so confused in front of the cam-_- anyway, after concert, i had a feeling i had not had since sec 2..who noes whether it's just me being tired, or the gift have indeed returned..if so..i would be terrorized again..ha, wouldn't elaborate more on here.
then, we went far east plaza, search for cynthia's sneakers. then finally we went to ramen ten to eat, and i ordered some spicy miso chicken don(bad mistake) it was so damn spicy, coz stupid lil me decided to scoop up a WHOLE load of gravy and eat it directly. well...after that..u shld have seen me sweating, crying and nose dripping(yeah, it was damn hot!) whoo..but then, today tio bad stomachache, headache and eye blurriness..dunno whether due to that HOT HOT japanese food..so went sick bay after chem, then father fetched me home at 10, coz the principal dun lemme go home alone as i got blurred vision..oh yeah..i slept in the principal's office, overheard her conver..she sounded so HIP on the phone to other ppl-_- yesterday, even though we ate at pasta mania and ramen ten, i spent 10.30 only =) YAY i still got alot of money..whee..

2005-02-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. pe today was tough, pushed myself to the limits. had to run 4 rounds of 400 m first(but i ran 5-_-) then stretching exercises. next on, pull up-_- i could do 1.5! WHEE. anyways. due to me not doing 2-_- i had to do the assisted form, and wilson was great for the first 5. lifted me, but the other 5, azri juz hugged me, expected me to go up-_- i was sick and i pushed myself to such extremes..lol

2005-02-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

argh, i'm really hating f and n. mdm paramjit has no idea what she's teaching. i came to the class room, there was no one there, plus the room was locked. my bag was inside, so i decided to help yi da and the rest carry their bags down. then, go up, the damn classroom of e2 was locked, so alot of ppl stuck then they keep calling me to do this do that-__- finally, i go down to f and n, i see..it was open, and paramjit scold me, say what i take my bag slowly after recess time, I ALWAYS the person LATE(i nv even come late for her lesson once) and blah blah. all keep aiming on me, and she keep calling me e3 student-_-
then, received the o level coursework a already. hah, i noe practically almost all of question 2 =) but i'm deciding whether i shld do 1 as well..
she gave us answers to questions, and i wondered, is this standard answers..? she gave us answers that were not relevant. i guess she wanted it LONG only. like, finding for differences only, she put in similiarities also.-_- she also last year give alot of crap, like what she's the moderator all these things,and what "oh, i'm a vegetarian, and i'm proud of it!" things to us everytime. then, she always refuse to taste our food coz it's " not vegetarian" -_- what the hell man..then how she can be moderator?!
compared her with my sis's ex f and n teacher, and my cousins one. turned out that they had FAR better teachers than mine now. theirs give them recipes, notes, help them out with coursework, taste their practical, and give them comment on how to do, and so much better things..it's like..not fair..

2005-02-02T21:52:00.001+08:00

ok, from now on, i cannot be an opiniated person already. i'm going with the flow of normal singaporeans, who oppose things that are out of nature..gotta understand why, and also be less biased against the more uncommon people in our society.

2005-02-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

8 days and counting down, to withdraw myself into serious hardcore studies.

2005-02-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

whoo. today was an improvement. although waking up was like some shit. couldn't even bother to wake up, felt too tired. guess the stupid virus had weakened me considerably.. anyways. had such a boring half day. then, poa lesson after reccess, we told mdm khoo we got health screening ANYTIME. so..she was like saying ' ok, since we dun have enough time, let's get on with it..turn to page 300+++(blah blah)...' then, the school servant knocked, saying we had to go health screening right now. lol, then everyone was like laughing so loudly at the lame irony that had just happened, and mdm rashidah felt so sad..aww~ anyways. forgot my specs had to do the optic test w/o my specs..then, blood pressure reading, the damn blood pressure machine broke down in front of me-_- it read 402/242. the nurse said it was impossible, if not i would be dead already. hah. oh yeah..Left For Dead is a good book..thanks to mr ong for giving me that book =) i expected it to be boring, shitty and everything i was not interested in..but it proved not the case..it was so darn interesting i had to just CONTINUE reading. then, had the physics prac after school..dunno what the hell the aim was, and dunno how i got the answer as well..haha..nm...then i went for sectionals..go play some things, but then the ulcers i got from yesterday prac rendered me practically helpless against some of the notes and pieces we played, and i had a shitty sound-_-. after that, went home, saw the catered food at the door already..my mum ordered 2 wks catered food dunno for what..last time the provider..then i used comp a while, before going to library. after that, go play ghosthunter..my my.. truely an addictive game =) then met my mum, she bought pants for me(thanks!) anyway, the book i borrowed, is about every recipe about TOFU-__- well, got interested in soy i guess. it got tofu choc cookie, tofu cheese, tofu pizza and blah(eeeeeeeeeeeew) then i FINALLY ACCEPTED VEGETABLES! WHOO, achievement for me..finally, today i ate the long beans without even caring about it..wow..so happy..then juz swallowed a whole apple..feel so full..end here. bais.

What the fucking hell..

2005-01-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

today is a crappy day. just now, i had just typed finish my blog, then my spyware removal completed. i go clear the spywares, then it auto shutdown all my programmes! WHAT THE HELL man..juz now my blog i write so unvulgarish. never mind. time to let loose my anger. i woke up at 6 today, coz no choice, had to walk to school myself. so. before leaving for school at 6.40, i tried finding my windbreaker, coz i felt so DAMN cold. lo and behold, i could not find it. then my mum lend me her WOMEN denim jacket for me to wear.-_- then i left the house at 6.40, whereas last time, i woke up at 7-_- then, i go to school, felt more crappy then every. felt soo sick. wanna puke and very weak all over. then, assembly, mr ong discussed with me my marks and all those. said i could become the TOP FEW in express *pukes* as if i can make it. then, after 2 periods, it came back. i felt like jelly, had utterly no motivation to move at all, and all those. lucky my mum's denim jacket protected me from the cold =) then, so many ppl say i act sick, wanna wear the jacket act cool only-_- HELLO, it's A WOMEN's JACKET. THINK I WOULD WANT to wear it?-_- then, end of the day, felt soooo weak and jelly all over, still went for band. then, go there, same old thing, end of rehearsal, felt soooo weak again. i went to buy myself some lonely dinner. came home and ate. then i switch this stupid new reformatted comp of mine(had been using sis comp all along*haha i noe her pw*) then i was trying to log into my email. then one bloody popup came up, saying dl some shit. i knew it was some spyware. but then dunno why i was typing my pw. it went to dl. then, all the shit started. my comp started lagging, i had more than 12 spyware installed, and it was totally crappy. tried a new BEST spyware. it was great, but then to remove the spywares u needed toregister LAME. so now i dl spysweeper, and amidst popups here and there in my NEW formatted comp, i tried to fix it. then, wanting to system restore my comp, i found out that there was NONE, compared to the 2 points i saw yesterday. WHAT THE FK man.anyway, popups here and there, very sian. end here, go sleep.

2005-01-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

alrighty, i wanna make a personal oath to myself.
From 10 of February 2005 onwards, i shall no longer spend 5 hrs on the comp everyday.(i noe i noe, i like to procrastinate-_-)
I shall, also, put in at LEAST 1 hr on my studies everyday(instead of me never even studying, or doing homework)
Also, complete all homework.
And do my F and N coursework diligently, when i get the question next week, instead of not bothering about it.
If in doubt about school work and topics, CONSULT a teacher and ASK, instead of hiding away.
No more daydreaming during school time.
Put in my all for all subjects, especially maths.
And hereby, if i should break this oath, i shall no longer have a future.

.....Hopefully i will not break this oath =X

alrighty

2005-01-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

omg, today woke up at 10, then i slept at 12..till 6..wah..then woke up, feel more sick than ever..dunno whether can go sch tomorrow..anywayz, gotta save money, dun anyhow spend, and i HEREBY swear that i will NEVER lend ppl money already. i lost over 200 bucks just like that. haha..end here.. headache..wanna go sleep again..dotz..i feel like a pig

Oh my..

2005-01-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

whoo, finally saw my father's poor car pics..gotta admit..it looks pretty banged up crushed up and everything else..then my father was discussing abt the repair and insurance and selling thingy to my uncle so long..dunno..guess we'll not be gettin a new car..coz we not well off liao..gotta be poor soon..haha..

2005-01-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

ahhh no more free ride to sch liao..gotta walk myself T_T

watching cool show now, warriors of heaven and earth, on axn..cool chinese show =)

what am i doing here? i shld be asleep, not blogging or watching tv..!-_-

bah

2005-01-29T13:34:00.000+08:00

hey, today shld be a boring day. yesterday i fell sick, thanks to huay lun very effective and potent virus=.= anyway, didn't went to sch, missed out on alot, hah. then i slept my way thru till 10.40. phone rang, then all of a sudden, my dad came home. didn't knew he was coming back so i was freaked out. turned out he had a car accident, as my mum on the phone was saying when he juz came in. car got badly dented and sent to workshop.ahh, it happened around 8+ then he went to hospital go do checkup. luckily, nothing was broken =) then, i went to eat lunch outside, then go to huay lun house. (lol, i sick i still go people house=X) finally broke the ice with timothy, talked to him finally. then, came back at 6, went out to take book from yi da at 8.30. haha, a sick boy got so much energy to do all these..then, since 6+, i had this feeling that if i slept, the virus will show it's full potential, and i'll get damn sick. which is why yesterday i slept at 11.40, hah, enjoy my freedom of not being so sick yet..then today..phone call woke me up..i was damn tired, head was throbbing, fever of 38.2 and everywhere very pain..hah, so it was true after all.well gotta end here, very tired, go sleep again..byez

Ahh

2005-01-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

heyy, thanks to denise for helping me create my blog =)